Romancing Heart's of Stone

Romance is dead and replaced by burger king faux dating ways. It is one of those things you either accept and adapt in this new era or get lost like a hermit with it

The adventure is like walking through 1 inch spaced land mines all the time. Just running into each one exploding in your face. Wondering the actual worth of it all.

From observation, relation with red and a dynamic with little one things have been smash mouth reveals.

The past imprisons the future basically. Through relations with fathers, mothers, husbands and boyfriends previously there is a mountain of ordinance that is now their new defense system. And the biggest part of the fun is that they need and want you to fight past their defenses for a chance for them to maybe be involved more than a little bit.

There are always the females comments about romance is dead. Well, it is dead because you killed it in every way possible and continue killing it any time it shows up.

Showing love, attention, affection or caring leads to side eyes, disbelief, disdain and tougher defenses. They are so damaged that they natural hate, dislike and fight against all of it.

I have told them I loved them. Said and showed that I love and care about them above others. But there are issues with why I treat others as serfs and shit. When there shouldn't be an issue because you are being treated as the person i am supposed to be with. But it is an issue because I actually want and think my relationship should be important. Horrible me! lol

They talk about my heart of stone but it is open to those I have invited in but want to sit on the outside worrying about those that couldn't get an application let alone be qualified.

As I sit back during their attitudes, moods and all wondering why they are so fucked up. Upset and bothered by things that don't matter or make a fucking difference.

Instead of fighting or defending I let the shit go where it needs to go. Where they obviously want themselves to go and leave them there.

Females get all bent out of shape, appauled and don't want to be the next monkey bitch but yet they do everything in their power to get there. To gain that trophy of your very own personalized monkey bitch name like that treehugging monkey bitch from fucked up new york.

Still, I won't let the past, current or future ones take away the love, romance and passion that I keep inside of me. Just because they can't handle it, don't understand it and don't want it is not my issue.

*cue that Too Short compilation

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