Awakening: An Eye Opening Lesson

Compartmentalize

Compartmentalize

Compartmentalize

I had the chance to really evaluate relations with females and women lately. From conversations, their actions and lack of things.

Shown just how far of a gap there is in communication between females and men. The fucking stupid idea of interpreting what I am saying proved to be a fucking mess. Part of the problem is they feel that they need to concoct some storyline to make things fit their fiction in their head. I tell you how I feel and your response is some idea that you did this or that or I mean something completely different.

Asked about if I was upset or anything. I was dissappointed that it ended but it doesn't matter now. It happened. I took it for what it was. An experience.

Moving forward I am streamlining everything and not accepting the damaged goods anymore as a workable project. I am sticking to those things that will work out without jumping through hoops or pulling rabbits out of a hat. You can help those that want to be helped but you cannot help those that will fight you and don't want any help. They are comfortable sitting in the shit that they have been in and don't want to change that.

I took a challenging D/s, vanilla situation and made it better and that is all that I look at it as. Whether I was emotionally connected or not is not the issue. I protected and saved myself from things being a whole lot worst.

So added to my list of places not to deal with females from outside of fucking is new york.

I am good.

Real good!