Valentine's Day Macabre

So yeah apparently valentine's day is tomorrow or something. *shrug*

Oh no! I dont' hate it or anything. I just have not feelings currently or anyone that would want to delve into this with me that is in the inner circle.

See, I am one of the few that likes relationships, would enjoy being married again and don't have all the horror stories of marriage to tell.

I can remember cooking dinners for my wife and others. And the sending of flowers and all that personalized stuff to females. I enjoy expressing my love, adoration and appreciation.

I am super picky. But that has netted me some sexy ass females that I have fell for like Chocolate Doll and lil red. I have had a good luck of the draw in what I like.

But the showing, feeling of love has not been on point since Chocolate Doll. I guess love doesn't really add up with the so called think and act like a man movement in females these days. The belief and application of relations, love and attachment are like an anti warfare campaign.

So, as I spend valentine's alone. I will just remember the times where it was someting and had meaning and created memories. As the folk say "the good ole times."

Well enjoy your valentines with yourself or whomever else you are involving.