The Plight Beyond Plights

I thought when I found what I needed in a woman that things would be simple and fall into line. Things that were important to me, like:

- Her being super sexy to keep my attention and feed my eye candy needs

- Intelligent, witty and engaging. So I could be challenged and not bored

- A super freak to feed my lust and insatiable appetite for orgasmic delights

- Be the Wife, sub and comfort that I need

- Accept and understand me. With that caring and loving deeply aspect.

Was I mistaken in my thinking? Was it all just a pipe dream? Or did I just manifest destiny in a fallable and disasterous way?

I know what I want and need. Know what I found. A miracle happening twice. That is the lightning bolt that I am riding. Still the destination is not defined.

So I don't fight for it, force it or even lament about it.

I left it alone. With the choice to wither and die, only to become memories of "once upon a time." Or to grow and be the "holy grail" that it was shown to me to be.

Sight is a bitch. Especially when you have no control over what is seen, known or how the ending happens.