Dating in the Land of OZ

I have always hated dating since I started trying to. From the friend, to the girlfriend and then females just mad because I won't change who I am and be nice to all the humans.

Iguess the beginning of the disconnect is that I show interest and inform of my interest.And then if there is no emphasis or declaration from the female. I chunk the duece ans treat her like some "oh well." Males and females like that thrill of pursuing and capturing. I am the let's make a decision and move forward format.

BDSM or vanilla the same things apply.

From someone you have known for years. You have expressed your feelings and you see each other here and there. But when they change their pattern and actions by no longer being interested in quality time or communication then I adjust the level we are at. Yes, I inform them of what the issues are and that they need to be resovled. So when they say that I don't communicate with them anymore or show interest. Then it is because they have chosen that is what they want from me.

So called slaves that are unable to be open and honest about themselves, their feelings and wants. And if you want a bunch of control then you are not a slave to me. go away.

Submissives that are so rattled in their head that they hear the marbles rolling around in there. If you have no clue about yourself and are wishy washy then sit in your corner and don't infect anyone else with your mess. Just come to grips with "I am fucked up and the only thing I am good for is fucking and sucking or some kinky play." You are merely a toy. Not a submissive.

In this modern age. Females tend not to achieve womanhood. They have no desire to not play the game. Their inability to deal with and be themselves is devastating.

They no longer want a relationship unless it is completely lopsided so that they feel like they are something. While they hide behind the I am independent/real woman lies that they tell themselves.

See for me...

I tell you what I want and if I think you can handle it from the start. No need for a facade. Now, if you want to play games then I will play them with you so I can abuse your mind and soul.

There may have been some minute changes lately because of dating that would be a millimeter of positivity for the humans but it won't change things.

I am still not going to run around show interest and make some female feel like they are somebody so I can wait until they are satisfied that they want to be interested down the road. their monkey status is insured.

Nor am I going to give second, third or more chances to females. I still won't go backwards into stupidity. If we didn't work out then "oh well." At this point in my life at least we would be able to speak to each other. Other than that and as long as you didn't violate then *shrug* I am not holding onto anything worthless to me. I have memories in my head that will do just fine without the individual.

Bottomline:

Dating is a living, psychotic, zombie hell.

My dating consists of one of two things:

I am dating you for a relationship and something permanent. Where feelings and emotions are involved.

Or I am dating you because we can have a good time and that is all you are and ever will be. Emotions and feelings are reserved for *winners.*

After typing this I hear the words of LR and the ex best friend reverberating. Taht I am really messed up and I sholdn't be that way. Give the monkeys a chance.

lmao

Then I hear Ru Ru saying, "That is my Zeus. gotta love him. If you don't fuck you." And that is one of the many reasons I love my Road Warrior twin.

Damage is done. Let me move on to the next plan of destruction