One Word Affect

The rollercoaster has been serious. But ABM still rolling like the Big Red One!

Prepping to head to Shibaricon and feed my rope knowledge and enjoyment. I am excited, not as much as I was previously with everything going on but I am still excited to see these people in action and learn.

BDSM has been at a transition place with me. With the transition from emotional content to pure presence it has unchained a part of me that I held back still. Even though I have been able to use some and get prepared to use alot of pain infliction on LR. But now I can fully unleash with abandon. *evil laughter* The disconnect moved the process faster. Things have also shown me just how difficult it is to find a sub or slave. Well, outside of one to just play with. But to establish and maintain a relationship is akin to passing a bill on capital hill. I am not deterred. Just digestive of things.

There have been a trickle of good things. A plethora of negative and bad. But that is nothing new. Just continue slaying everyone and everything as I push forward along my path.