BDSM Style

In some way or another I have always owned and possessed females by whatever means that applied to them. Natural and easy. It just happened that way for me.

When I have attempted to get to know the slave girl, sub and the other it has been a case of me just applying dominant skills and aspects with them. Nothing vested or any type of emotional connection at all. Just merely able to serve me and that was it. Everyone except LR has been that way. And in the one that I want to have fully vested and everything going like rolling thunder. Apparently is flickering.

This brings back the discussions of sticking to s types strictly being property and nothing more than that. Then, I have to say the other way is possible because I was married to a wonderful woman that served, pleased and loved me.

Through discussion and analysis I realized this morning just how far I fell off the path by becoming complacent. By allowing that part of me internally that is burning to have a say in how things went with bdsm relations.

By no means will I ever say that I won't continue to learn in this lifestyle. For that is a lifetime reality. But at these crossroads it is time to pay attention and make decisions. Not to hold onto a future but to leave it as simply the Void.

Let the journies continue. Wherever they may or may not go.

There will only be the matter of sitting upon my Throne.