Situation Report: Zeus Style

Transitions...

Chaos regns supreme...

There are more stresses as they increase seemingly daily. Fog hovering over goals and questions that need to be conquered and overcame.

For once again I am excited about some things. The trips with HQ make me smile and anticipate nicely. Ready for new memorable chapters to be etched in stones of rememberance.

The whole deal with dealing with young and older females have really come to light again recently. Shedding evaluative scrutiny upon dealing with them. And their ability to not be straight forward and communicate when given the opportunity is mind boggling. Telling you to be yourself and express yourself shouldn't be so damn difficult.

I went to a rope class Friday night and it made me think about missing practicing rope with HQ. I definitely needed her there for the class to practice the ties. From box tie to ladder. You really see the intimacy that can come from rope between two people. I need to get a lot of practice in before Shibaricon this year. I am going to be lost in the world of rope there. And damn the girl that was the demo rope bottom was a pretty girl. And the young looking black girl had some nice curves on her that was practicing with the girl next to me. Nice informative class and plenty of help with your ties.

I have solidified my goals, what I want and need. Just the matter of battling through the obstacles. And the humans make sure there are plenty of obstacles.

BDSM wise I am growing. I am dissapointed there won't be a Black Beat this year. I was looking forward to going again. Reading and learning. Consideration process and realizing those that just are not ready for things. I look at those that just see it as sex now with a different light.

I am just ready for the adventures. The living of life.

Till the next time....